Hey everyone! how is everything going there in Utah? Everything is good here in the good old state of Delaware no complaints! Well this last week flew by that's for sure i cant believe that its already Monday again we had a busy week, with a lot of things happening it was good. First off its crazy to almost say that i am 20 i feel like yesterday i just turned 19 and was getting ready to leave, i cant even imagine how fast this up and coming year is going to go bye. I don't know if you guys feel the same but i feel that way. And so far it's been the best time of my life so worth it!
But this week was super spiritual! Well it all started out Wendsday we had the opportunity to have Elder Kalker come and visit our mission who is one of the 70 and he came and gave us some great training. The meeting was super spiritual. I got up and bore my testimony and man it is the hardest thing to do in english i had a tough time saying what i wanted to say but it all worked out in the end. He talked about how he promised us if we would teach people the true meaning of prayer and help them pray wil real intent we would double the babtisms each month. I think thats such a true principle, because we have all of thes catholics who their whole lives have recited prayers and really dont get how to pray with real intent. Basically our whole message is they have to find out on their own which requires them to pray with real intent and to really fin out ofr themselves. All we can do as missionaries is to teach the doctrine clearly and have the spirit with is so they can feel something different about us, Thats really all we can do. But it was jsut a great experince to have him come and talke to us and bring the spirit as strong as he did, i was definatly feeling it.
Also this week something just hit me, me and Elder Hidalgo were planning and at the each of every planning session we have a comp invatory to help each other better as a missionary. And in this one i was kidna frustrated at first with Elder Hidalgo and kinda raised my voice and was frustrated with some of the things he did cause i want him to be a good missionary and he kinda shakes of things i tell him but i notices my voice got softer and calmer and was just like wow im sorry i just dont want you to go home like some missionaries and it just hit me like wow i have changed, i dont want to go back to who i was. I kinda started crying infront of him but i dont know i jsut felt love for him and just the importance of these two years they are so important if we are going to try ot support a family in todays world its so important, and my wife is definatly going to deserve the besti can be and i got to work hard towards that, just something that i wanted to share with you guys.
Also Elder Lindsley babtized this little 8 year old on saturday it was pretty cool to see him in the water really helping people. Its been so fun to be with him, This will be the last week i am here and i am going to work my butt off to leave Elder Hidalgo with some babtisms. Well i love you all sorry i am horrible at writing its hard to write a lot form me there is to much to say and i am not a fan of writing. But i love you all be safe thanks for all you do!
Elder Smart